hMm..trust take time to build up?i also dunno ans that when lf asked me..perhaps i haf start to choose not to trust pple.the person hu hurt u the most is usual the one hu u trust the most thus i haf try to keep myslef away frm unecessary "HURT".this sad sad feelings cum todae again--i bet they sure wun known that really hurt me alot..i still haf to try to carry a fake smile and told them..nvm..shld i juz tell them wat i feel?yar...i chose my path.
**yu jian ni zhi hou ai shang ni rang hou hen tou ni yuan lai ai shi hui bu qu de lu xing

todAe pon cCa..kinda of bad..but i really stress up with guitar le..so muz haf a break if not i will go nuts.Hmm,in the morning weent to ian's house study but i dun think we r not studying la..haha..his housE so many Antz de..after that,i went to orchard with candy and joyjoy.like veri long nv see them le..but huan hao,they din change much--still the cute cute face..heee=p but somehow more quiet than last time le..not like last time so crazy lidat..maybe old le..hMm,candy suddenly spoke so softly cannot hear her most of the times or i Really Deaf le?*wondEr..hmM,quieT FuNniE tOdae..i act saw my irc frenz..lOlx..it's the same thing agian like last time..i knew it's him thru his soccer jersey..lolx..cos got his name.suddenly remb 2yr ago i also saw my irc frenz thru his jersey..haha..lolx..yUp..but i dun dare to call him la..left joy at the counter den i ran away..haha..lolx..
***hai..suddenly feel that the person that i always trust cannot be trust at all~~betray my trust on her..sianzz..can i choose not to believe?why muz this whole cycle repeats agian?i am tired..saVe ME~