4:53 PM, Tuesday, May 31, 2005
wAT a DaE!hee..i simply crazy todae.jane n joy r making me so excited.haha..joy told me she know someone that is toro look-like..lolx.summore,skinny skinny de~ haha..den jane was entertaining me with her quote "the stage is mine n _ _ will be the only audeince" haha..cos i was telling her that i will be de next mian character for "the sound of music" n i want to be in a muscial.ya..that only daydReaMiNg. n she sae "4get abt it..u wun haf any audience!" but den,she sae maybe i will haf one...n de only one.if i haf that "one",i will be super contented le!!! haha..so one audience will be enuff~ juz one n de only one..hee..=P
7:40 PM, Sunday, May 29, 2005
weLl,grown up le?hMm,i am talking to "moon n star",a friend i known through friendster.haha...so long never chat with him le..den he suddenly msg me in friendster.funnie..well,dunno how come i touch on the topic abt irc in our cvn.i felt i am so childish last time...lolx..i have ban myself frm irc le..unless i am feeling damn down.so next time if u see me in irc which mean my mood is extreme low!yup..=D
now i learn how to appreicate de pple ard me more.i think is uder linettee n jane's influence.i dunno..but i juz feel i wan to protect my loved one..
well,i think linettee haf certain make an impact on my life.i start to find de true meaning of friend but still i cannot find back my trust on friends.ya..cos of painful experinces that
i have been through..maybe will last for life? hope that i wun undergo that experience agian...
9:56 PM, Saturday, May 28, 2005
jOy's brithdae~lala..went to orchard buy present for jot n eat eat tgt.hmm,i expect to see a lot sr pple but den onli saw 3.hai..everytime go to orchard surely can see sr pple de.-_- anyway,i am broke now.haha..yup..hmm,took de same bus hoem with joy cos she live near me ma.hmm,so long like nv broad bus25 frm amk le...cos i like to take bus25 den "shake" home..i used to do that when i am in xms..love to take bus25 den daydream on de bus~ that kind of feelings veri shuang..haha..well,on de way home,joy was asking how come we three as in me,jane n her nv go out tgt de?ya..a bit funnie le..we seem to be quite close lidat but den nv go out tgt..haha.shall find one day ba..=)
1:52 AM,
resulTs...meOW~ my results sux..is super sux..but den still rank at 289 out of 700 plus pple.UnbelieveaBle!hai..all my grades drop compared to yr1's grades..dende parent's nitex...i waited for mr lim until i wan to slp le.got one parent super irritating..tok super long..den kept shooting mr lim..ke lian lor!hmm..den my parents veri funnie!super comical!den i also joined in de fun with them!(secrets)hee..
well,juz haf a chat with shane in msn..guess he is going to catch up really soon n i always dun wan to lose out.i will follow my shi fu's instructions closely n i dun wan to haf any regrets of not putting in my best.where r u,shi fu?in de jungle now?hai...i miss u..quick help me b4 i drown..arghzz...
12:18 AM, Monday, May 23, 2005
HeArTbRoken...hai...todae den i noe wat impression i gave to my dad.so so so xin tong.hw can he lidat sae? if my friends sae me i still can ren but den he is my dad le..cannot even trust me! arghzz..i am a person hu strongly believe in trust n hate pple hu betray my turst on them..hai..really san xin.he sae i kept getting $ frm him juz to go out!!! wAt ThE heLl lor~ those $ i get frm him is really go n buy bks de.summore,i dun eat juz to buy clothes for myself..pls lor..he dun even give me $$ to buy clothes!!!! he haf no right to sae i anyhow waste $$ lor...i really save until veri xin gu to buy myself things..summore, "basic things" i also pay myself.no $$ also dun dare to get frm him..scared he angwee but he is really unreasonable!!! i go out study with my frenz..he also suspect i go out n shop or play! that totally RUBBISH!i hate ***!!!whatever..dun believe me..too bad..i also wun tok to u much..n pls dun always ask my mum abt me..wan to noe call me n ask lor~i hate pple hu haf no guts!!! i really think my dad is unreasonable!!!
12:19 AM, Saturday, May 21, 2005
hee..feel gd toking to hIm..eh,think todae there is something wrong with yl but den i dun dare to ask.so,i juz stay a dist frm her cos i scared she will be angry or wat.Hmm,i think i noe wat de reason ba...but i dun wan to ask.later more troubles den she more sad.juz hope that she can get over it soon~ as for me,hm,hopes juz keep coming when i am at de verge of giving up..wat er?den i dunno wat to do also..lolx..maybe think too much cos think wo men shi bu he neng de.in de 1st place,dun even think he noe i like him..so...juz dun think too much better.haha..hee..juz feel happie toking to him..haha.dun think he noe also.haha..but it's ok..=)
10:58 PM, Wednesday, May 18, 2005
bu zhi dao...wad haf happen ar?hmm,feel quite lost after exams.i juz find that during that period of time i juz miss a lot of stuffs.dunno..juz a feeling.den now,everyone seem to be very bz.hai...i wan to shop but den...hard to find one to pei wo. come to think abt it,i think is quite strange..when got pple ask me out,i dun wan(cos got some reasons) den now,i looking for pple out.-_- sianzz..i juz wan to buy all de things i need.now,i also wat de plan.everydae,is like zhou yi bu suan yi bu le..no target.kind of giving up on that person..suddenly feel i haf no "target"...lost....lost...lost..i wan to shop!!!
9:27 PM, Monday, May 16, 2005
a neW sTart?wanting to blog for de past few daes but den somehow,the computer will hang whenever i want to blog~this is so irritating! this also reminds me of kaede..trying to get back home but somehow cannot.hee..well,mid-exams finally ended n this mark a start of another "looking forward" journey for me..Hm,yester went to bugis n saw this mickey mouse skirt.veri nice~ think mickey mouse is gonna to make his way back to the fashion trend! then,also went to ikea to buy sth n also brought gy's brithdae(though her birthdae is like 1mths ago)haha...well,den went to my auntie's cafe at queentown club(dunno wat name la) sit at the cafe there n see pple play golf..dunno wat fun abt de game le..juz hit n hit de ball to no where lidat.haha...i saw this italy family veri friendly.then,their kids veri shuai n mei! got blue blue eyes..veri beautiful..simply love it! kept looking at them n they looked quite shy.haha..shall stop here.a lot of hw waiting on my table~*_*
