7:17 PM, Saturday, December 31, 2005
as i look back...n welcome 2006~Jan
school started.
everything was fun!
i was the ogl of inferno3
inferno-ians rox!
Feb
v'dae.
bought de same type of choco as xr on v'dae.
we can read each other mind!
chingay.
i love my purple hair lots!
dancing on de the street of orchard!
GREAT!
Mar
got my chi result.
a grade that made me veri happie.
April
guitar SYF.
got silver.
veri upset.
my bIrthdae.
love de ripcurl wallet cheng they all gave me.
May
mid-yr exams.
everyone was bz mugging.
June
recieved my gift after a long wait.
i decided to give up.
my heart felt de pain.
1st time i felt such "pain".
i told myself i will be fine.
also, the "paiseh-ness" disease started after meeting the "dog".
July
engery's concert.
nice.
2nd place for de inter house vb match.
Aug
get to haf a chance to take pic with ding zhi yong.
also, take pic with that shuai ge.
haha.
Sept
prelims.
stress.
did badly.
Oct
preparation for a level.
i was over stress n nearly breakdown.
start to question the intial decision of entering a jc.
but i told myself "no looking back le!"
juz chiong n pai.
at the same time, i get to noe sebby, a great fren.
Nov
A level coming.
jay chou released his ablum n i get it 1st hand.
after a level, i was bz searching for job n prom nite's dress.
Dec
prom nitex n mayday concert.
enjoyed both.
recieved a nice choco.
problems spark off in my clique.
hurt.
found a job.
31 dec
a time to express my feelings?
world peace
11:42 PM, Friday, December 30, 2005
Causeway ptwent to causeway pt to have dinner with xr,yl n jane. well, can sae din see them for quite some time le. oh ya, i also met mui cher n yi zhao.well, mc din change much ba. haf our dinner at pizza hut n some small talks that jane get so excited.haha..on our way back, we manage to take some pics on de train!haha..quite ps cos alot of pple looking at us.(they muz be thinking wat so nice abt de train.haha)
so BLUR!
this is BeTtEr (maybe u will donate?) haha...
2:39 PM, Sunday, December 25, 2005
11:47 PM, Friday, December 23, 2005
Christmas season~
that's all my ChrisTmas till 23th dec..haha..3 frm stgps de teachers cum staff. the pen frm my sis n de red piggybank is frm sebby. well, thanx to everyone!
But i only got a Christmas card that is frm joy...thanx=)well, todae went to marina sq cos haf to buy a shoe for my work. went down with sebby n he hai wo walk a lot cos he dunno de way! but, he brought me to esplansde de rooftop to see scenery n it is really veri veri nicE~ din noe there is such a nice place. i think he noe quite a no of nice places sia. so li hai~"zLykn� That girl Told mi says:
we will still be in contact as always... dun worry.."gan dong..hope we will be in contact always ba!
7:12 PM, Thursday, December 22, 2005
my heart is bleeding...I dun wish to find excuses
I am tired of saying sorry too
I din mean to not turning up
I have my own reasons
But maybe to you, it is juz another excuse
Well, you dunno what i am going thru mentally
Not that I dun wan to go
This time round i really got valid reason
Other times is becos of $
The problems i facing, you will nv nv noe
It's hard to tell you everything as it is my family problem
Who will be able to help me even i say it out?
No one.
So i juz kept to myself.
Everything.
The ugly side.
At least, when i appear in front of you, i look happie n free of problems
A mask that i wear.
Hardly tell anyone except xr n jane.
That's y they understand.
i am touched by wat xr will do for me at times.
But i not going to tell anyone.
Even if you misunderstand me.
Tears were my friend.
Yester, i called Jane.
I was speechless.
Not becos I am loss for words
But the pain in my heart is juz too unbearable
4yrs of fren
I treasure them a lot.
That y it's hurt more than anything.
�p???t � >> x'mas. says:
cos being yr frenz, i must share yr burden
i am veri touched. yes, even he dunno wat happened.
To jane, i am so thankful to haf u.
6:52 PM, Tuesday, December 20, 2005
prOm NItEx PicS~ =)as promise, i now uploading my pics..haha..a bit late ah..hee

me n jane..
took this pic in de cab cos we r rushing down to MARinA MAnDaRian HoTel

finally reach le~

1st pic at de prom..waiting to go in!

+table 34+

me n jody..
the purple n black~

yEn LinG n me
dunno y yee tat is in de pic also..=x

me n mabel
see mabel so cOoL man..red hair!

me n zhuang ze

seamus n me..

me n prisc

me n wilison

ian n zhuang ze
they two juz wan to take de piano lor(the name)

me n yanjia
she so mei~

me n sherri

lina n me
my 1st 3mths classmate~

2s25 guys

2s25 girls
5:29 PM, Sunday, December 18, 2005
kimage...pei my sis to kimage to have her haircut. omg..the hair stylist all quite shuai le. got one look like jay. veri tall~ den her hairstylist is de senior hairstylist lor.. veri good. he explained to my sis how he going to cut for 5-10mins b4 he start le. wa sei...so nice hor! den my sis onli cut hair..took abt 1h30min le! n de price is reasonable. i going to let him,Aaron, cut my hair! he veri good n i cannot wait to cut my hair~~~oh ya, 24th dec going to haf x'mas party den 25th dec i going to church! i din step into a church for a veri long time le!
1:05 AM,
zOo~went to zoo todae with jane n sebby. well, veri tiring! oh well, i am super late. i am supposed to meet them at 9 but i woke up at 9 instead. den decided not to go but they kept asking me to go n wan to wait for me. den i went to wait for bus. after 10mins, i realised i 4get to bring my e-linkz lor.arghzzz..well, while waiting for bus, i saw tian bao.haha..think he scared of me?(stand quite a dist frm me) haha..well, den i haf to rush home to get. in the end, i decided to take a cab. N my journEy at zoo starts...
queuing up for tic..(jane in red while sebby in green. can spot them?)
me n jane de animal went to hide behind us (cam shy)
mei mei de peacock~

sebby trying to touch de peacock..haha

hElP!!! ( i am so scared~)

tiger!!!

me n jane..

me feeding de elephants!!!

haha..i am a BiG ElephanT!

dunno wat type of bird..but den veri nice taken rite?
i take de..hee

it's PenGiun! i take de..so nice!

graffie onli taller than me by one head k?
so i am really TALL man~hee

going home le..
12:22 PM, Friday, December 16, 2005
Michael Buble - Home LyricsAnother summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I'm fine baby, how are you?�?
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
6:33 PM, Thursday, December 15, 2005
okie!ok..i think i really spend my life aimlessly n i hate that feeling. i wan to do really lots of things but mostly cannot be done cos no $. ( that y i wan to be tai-tai!) oh well, i wan to buy levi jeans, go hk see mickey mouse, buy handbagS, k box-ing, learn a new language...blah blah.. how? i dun wan to spend my life so aimlessly le..feel this way de veri 1st time n is a SUPER "er xin"! okie..i shall go study my basic theory test den go read up more bks on cats! at least, there's sth for me to do. hopefully, by jan i can join some courses that i wan!=)
9:14 PM, Wednesday, December 14, 2005
marina square...went to marina square with joy n jane. it's seem to be the 1st time i went to marina sq..haha..well, joy went to haf her haircut. quite nice..i din noe marina sq got such a e base shop..omg i nearly wanted to try every single tops n bottoms la..haha..i will go back there n try agian..haha.. the next trip i will surely buy sth i guess..ya..oh ya, while i am trying de tops, joy n jane ah..veri playful..kept distubring me la. den joy even open my door! wa lao..i was abt to take off my clothes at that moment!!! okie..joy i will remb wat u did to me k? u next time be careful ah=P juz now, i was watching IN nui wang. i love the show. featured on those tai-tai will do the things..haha..make me wan to be a tai-tai too!(ok, i am dreaming...) to mantian a pair of hands need more than 1000 plus..haha. todae at m.sq saw a tai-tai carrying a LV bag n painted nails. oh my...will my dream of becoming a tai-tai come true?haha..(well, dream on!)
10:49 PM, Monday, December 12, 2005
saw 2...went to watch saw 2 with that "ghost".yar..quite a nice show. very violent. hmM, den went to play pool. quite sometime din play le. but in de the end,it's a draw game le(3-3) haha..surprising! cos he is veri pro de while i am a noob. but he got rang wo la..so i am still a noob. haha..well, i finally manage to borrow some bks.one of the book title is "how to massage your cat" haha..i will be a good owner nex time. hee..
*i need courage..lots n lots of them. i am so willing to pay for ton of courage.if only courage r meant to be bought with $, i wun be stucking right here n cannot move on.
1:49 PM, Sunday, December 11, 2005
MAYDAY'S CONCERT 2005!!!~HIGH HIGH HIGH~went to meet cheng they all in the afternoon cos it's cheng's birthdae! (happie birthdae,CHENG!) on the way to cine, candy, flor n me saw jia qi, ai lin, cai hui n ai lin's friend(dunno her name..haha) den we started to chit chat.haha..well, we reached cine n decided to watch perhaps love..can sae it's boring but nice in as u haf to infer their inner feelings..those wu nai one faces. well, i am feel bad abt leaving early cos i haf to rush down to mayday's concert. well, on the way to expo..saw a lot of pple wear RED! so cool..like going to watch ndp lidat!!!hee..while waiting for jane n her bro to reach, my sis n i went to the toilet. the toilet's queue ah...really damn long! it's so long that i can use this time to make a new friend while queuing up le..hee..we started tok abt how well r the tic sales for sun yanzi, ah dui n 5566's concert..blah blahz..haha..we r all so excited abt mayday's concert! haha...the starting song of the concert is sun wu kong! omg!!! everyone stood up n start shaking le!!! den they boarded a BIG WHITE BIRD frm the top to the centre of stage..haha so high la! we stand almost throughout the concert! so HIGH!!! really veri veri high le..so high that i feel i wun haf any regrets if i were to die the next moment! really..dance like there's no tml! hahaha...can make u 4get all ur troubles n worries! it's a pity that it onli last for 4hrs lidat..happy moment is always short. well, if can the next mayday's concert, i going to buy the front seat! den i will drag sky to go also..too bad he is in army now. well, the music deafening that jane haf to shout to tok to me. i was shouting n screaming like crazy.my sis was really really high! the most "high person" among us..haha..the last song that they sang is jue jiang. it's nice! to me,the most "high songs" r first day n feng kuang shi jie. AHHHH!!!!! OMG! SO HIGH! oh ya, it's shi tou's brithday!!( i think that part of the reason we wear red ba) well, mayday got their special thanks to singtel, unusual production...etc. i also got my special thanks to JANE for sponoring me the lightsticks.haha..for those who watched the concert, we r yi jia ren le! yeah! =)
10:07 PM, Friday, December 09, 2005
well, pls dun take things for granted!!!well, i am so damn pissed off by someone. i juz think that we could not take things for granted.ya..even if u r so close with that fren, u shld at least sae thanks if she/he help u in sth. that's basic courtesy..perhaps she din went through the diffcult stages that y she din noe how diff it is. she shld be grateful n not complaining!!! okie..i am evil! but i din carry out wat i sae. i act intend to scold her but i din. arghzz...my family members were waiting to see me to scold her.haha..=x well well,it's so irritating! *i am missing sumone.. not de one i like but sumone esle.i feel so bored without him. sianzz..-_-
1:17 PM, Thursday, December 08, 2005
PrOM nItEx...5 dec 2005...srjc prom nitex at marina mandarin. i was quite pissed in the morning den i received cheng's sms, asking me how my preparation going on.haha..kinda of calm me down.(thanx cheng) well, i rushed down to meet jane,xr n yl at compass pt at ard 2pm. nearly cried in front them cos i was really pissed ( not becos of them..something else..ya) then, we bought the things we need then proceed to jane's house. initially, we want to dress n make up le den go down to de salon but in de end, we decided to go salon 1st. well, we tot if we book the time slot, we dun haf to wait. but....we were wrong. supposedly,615 we wan to leave jane's house de but we reached jane's house at 615..haven dress n make up. we all kan chiong..quickly book a cab n limit ourselves to leave her house before 640..haha..can imagine how kan chiong we r. come to think of it, jane is veri funnie when her mother help her to put on make up.hahaha..reached there at ard 705 lidat ba, we r kinda of on time.haha.. i was stunned when i stepped in cos i realised i couldn't recongise my frenz..all so mei!haha..well,din eat much but took a lot of pics. the performance was not really that interesting. after that, we act wan to go to indochine but den there's a big crowd waiting to go in den they decided not to go in instead we went to coffeeclub express.haha..well, we left soon after we had finished our drink left onli shane,yt,sherri n edmund there. they stay up to the next morning to wait for the 1st train to go home.haha..by the time, we reached jane's house i guessed it's nearly 2am..we stay up until 5am..chit chatting..den we doze off. sebastain really li hai.5 plus le still he is still able to sms me den the next dae veri early see him online.( no wonder he is a vampire!) anyway, i reached home at abt 9 den start my journey in lala land....well,i think i enjoyed myself..like my curly hair that nitex.=)*shall post my pics soon...haha.
4:44 PM, Sunday, December 04, 2005
mEmoriEs...yester i wanted to blog sth but too tired to do so. well, i went to look for necklace that can go with my dress. i met jane n xr to help me to choose n give me advice. ok,i must admit i am pretty fussy. haha..in the end,i bought a black bead necklace n earrings. den i travelled down to j8 with xr while waiting for my family to have dinner tgt at sembangwan. had my dinner at "taste of thai" restuarant i suppose.haha...after that, we went to northpoint to shop. i bought a red top frm espirit for mayday's concert.heee..also,i bought another set of necklace n earrings cos my mama sae i look better with it.todae, i was at home the whole dae. decided to do some cleaning but i guess i din cleaning much. cos instead of cleaning, i started to read every single letters n cards i received. my penpal sent me de letters, christmas n new year cards..etc. they brought me lots of memories. i saw the christmas card lance sent me kinda of werid n funnie.haha.. ya, also pple like neo hui shan,yeong hu shan,hui zhen n many others who will send me a greetings card no matter wat. really touched! xie xie le,my frenz! *hoping to see more cards this yr..haha..i am greedy! =P