7:22 PM, Saturday, April 22, 2006
cannot believe i am going to 17th college day...i going to 17th college day! haha..i dun even believe i am going man. well, it is made compulsory to all SFY participants cos they will be giving out token of appreciation. have to wear executive wear le. dunno wat to do yet. sianzz.. suddenly, make me feel like going for a haircut and buying a new pair of shoes for that occasion. haha. shall see den.
10:43 PM, Friday, April 21, 2006
learning to be selfish...well, office politics again. seriously, i have enuff of it. i am tired of trying to protect myself frm time to time and always keep a lookout for possible "dangerous" that u wun able to predict. i have no power at all. i am juz a temp staff. is hard to stand up for my rights. todae, a parent called up n scolded me but it's not my fault. so unreasonable. i am super pissed n angry that i cried. yes, i cried. when the teacher saw me nearly cried, he sae a "sorry" to me. teacher: "dun have to worry."me: " i am not worry. wat if it happens again?"come on, i am really not frightened n worried at all. juz that i feel damn innocent to kena scolding n he treated it like nth. afterall, he is not the one who kena it. n he gave the suggestions that doesn't work! for eg, ask me to hang up the call? thanx hor..like i surely kena by the principal. irritating! den in order to protect myself, i shoot him back. wat i got in return is juz sorry. watever. now, i wun anyhow sae ok le. taking the selfish approach. at nite, i went to meet shu yin to pass him back his stuffs. hopefully, he is able to get thru the interview tml. all the best, shu yin=)
3:58 PM, Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i like gOldFisH...guess wat? i saw "toro" on the bus stop once again. hahaha..summore, we took the same bus. heee..oh, i mention that his eyes r really BIG n ATTRACTIVE le..like goldfish lidat. haha.. yester, i told sm n xr abt it n they both asked me not to fa hua chi! haha..i am so pissed off todae. i finally ren until my limits le. now i will definitely speak back..so better dun play with fire. irritating parents! lucky, i am firm enuff to tok back them. idoit parents..refused to admit their miskates! M-I-S-K-A-T-E! better dun mess with me again. i think i will explode soon.
12:12 AM, Saturday, April 15, 2006
joY asked me to tag...
well, i am supposed to list the 7 qualities of my perfect other half. here it goes...- able to communciate with me well (same frequency)
- humourous
- able to accept me..my bad, weird habits..etc
- have a nice voice? heee..as in can sing well
- caring
- cannot be "da nan ren"
- hopefully not a christian?
now, i have to tag 7 other pple. i dun wan to tag back the pple who joy had also already did so...rena,flor n cheng, u wun see ur name here..haha ( though i wish i can tag u guys)
- xiu rong
- sebastian
- ahjie
- huishan
- jia xuan
- kai xian
- jinglin
11:37 PM, Monday, April 10, 2006
mOi bIrThdAe...PART 1 (celebration with fren on 8/4/06)
well, todae is my brithdae but i din go out to celebrate as i had celebrated it in advance. so...i worked the WHOLE dae.
On sun, i met with cc,rena,joy n flor at orchard. we went to eat...
cc's one..i guess is seafood platter
rena n joy de..
mine n flor de..PLUS
oreo cheesecake n mango pudding
at the restuarant..
we saw hanyi there. she is one of the waitress there. haha..so qiao=)
i wish i can....hee
get a kiss frm cc n rena?
ask cc to feed me?
none of the above..i wish i can go balcony!!!
hahaha..
yeah, we r there~!
before going back, we took pics in our fav spot-toilet=)
green + white + purple
aiya,cc's pretty face got cut..
thanx for the wonderful time u guys gave me. the chat at balcony n the loud laughter at the resturant.=) xie xie rena,cheng cheng, joy, flor n candy for the gift too.
xie xie, jane for the "happy" song u sang for me. haha..sebby who nearly got caught by his sir when he called me.haha..DAMS for the catty stuffs n sky for the "me to you" bear.=) lastly, those who sms me.
PART 2 (celebration with family on 11/4/06)birtHDaE rOuTiNE
there must be a birthdae cake...step1 
position urself - behind the cakestep2
make a wishstep3
blow the candlesstep4
cut the cakestep5
pose with the birthdae cake!step6
take grp pics...
Lastly, to enjoy myself=)
my name on the cake..
enjoying the cakei love my family!
12:09 PM, Sunday, April 09, 2006
Extracted frm cHenG cHeng's blog..."*[[ i like and hate my life! ]]*
earth keeps turning, time keeps passing and changes keeps coming
there is no way that we can stop all these right?
read thru my testimonials,
plus all the things that have happened recently,
i must say i have gained and lost.
what have i gained?"cc's blog makes me think wat have i gained over the past 2years..
great fren in jc
fren like linettee n jane r really great fren to hold on to when i feel myself drowning. not to mention xr who is like dunno how many years of fren le.
jane influences me to think n ponder every actions taken n of cos, the great pholispohy of LOVE. haha..i must sae i have learnt a lot frm her.
linettee helped me to pull through during my down period in guitar.
maturity
yes, i do believe i am more sensible now compared to last time. i was stubborn, proud n selfish during my pri times. sorry, for those pple i have hurt last time but at the same times, thanx for u all to tell me my mistakes. learn thur miskates that how human grow up. Also, i am not so naive anymore..frm my work, i saw all walks of pple. pple who r cunning esp businessman. pple who juz care abt himslef/herself,etc. perhaps, it is juz a practical world afterall.
wat have i lost?
fun
i do miss out a lot of fun during my jc life. i keep a low profile.
time
the time i lost to learn more things...
times with my sec clique
guess everyone is busy with their life. we r all heading diff directions in life. i do miss the times where we brought lunch n ate in class. haha...once is gone, it's hard to find back again. juz hope we do stay in contact ba in the years to come. well, no matter wat juz wish u guys get wat u all persuding in life. cos we onli get to live once.
i am going to be 19 old year n seriously, i hate this feeling. this feeling of growing up. i guess it's becos i still searching for sth in life. i guess i wun be able to fufill my dream of becoming an artist who roams n see the world. perhaps, that's sth i am searching for afterall.=)
if onli one day, i can...
9:29 AM, Saturday, April 08, 2006
BrAve.Being a receptionist, it helps to train ur courage n confident level. well, initially i am so scared n worried that i am not up to this job thus the starting was pretty tough for me. but now, i am xi guan to pick help phone calls n my daily life now will surely use this 3 words "GOOD MORNING, THANK YOU n WELCOME". i cannot imagine myself speaking to other sch's principals but i did. i even speak to my sec sch principal. haha... *i am so so so so so polite x100 ever since i start working!=)
10:14 PM, Monday, April 03, 2006
AnYthInGokie, jane was telling me..i haven blog for ages le? haha..life as usual.
work,eat,slp.
in the midst of searching for sth.
working life seems bored. i rather study. office conflicts are occuring. i am the "toot" one in the office that din have any safeguard on anyone. i learnt frm them. wat is a true woking life like. it's really let me wonder n ponder. well, i am the youngest in the office. the 2nd youngest after me has a age gap of 10 years frm me? so i did learn a lot of things frm them. one of my close colleagues is actually the same age as my mother. they will always discuss things frm the pt of a mummy. now i really noe that being a mother is SO SO SO difficult. worries just keep growing and nv stop. i must learn not to let my mama worry too much. yar.. hopefully=) hee.. besides that, i learnt how to buy shares, where to find good food..blah blah.
oh well, there is this teacher who loves to say " go look for mei hui aunite" to the boys..arghzz. he is summore a degree holder of PSY!! irritating.
currently, i am so desperate to get myslef out of this small island. i wan to go on a holi trip. i wan to disappear for a few days on this island.
okie, i am still looking forward my mthly shopping spree with su min.
hMMM.. i am now busier than last time. it's good. at least, i wun think so much. so i wan to keep myself more occupy.
*i love bus stop.=)
