12:13 AM, Monday, July 30, 2007
heartaching moments...
how skinny she is
with lots of tubes inserted in her nose and hands
feeble n tired
unable to talk much
feeding on liquid food
unbearable pain
sometimes when the time is up, we shld juz accept it. we shld treasure watever we have now. live life to the fullest.
10:17 PM, Tuesday, July 24, 2007
SCS "FOOD" day
todae, dunno y juz feel my stomach isn't full the whole day. that y i keep gorging myself w tibits non stop. in the morning, i ate two packet of potato chips, bread n wang wang biscuits. den afternoon, after lunch got free ice cream for scs staffs. so i ate ice cream w another packet of potato chips again. haha...i think i have eaten 3 packets of potato chips plus 10 over wang wang biscuits, hello panda, ice cream and bread. OH MY GOD! FATTENING!
see the amt of rubbish we contributed!!!
12:36 AM,
i am back from CAMP! INSURYUR 2007
i went for this 9days n 8nights camp! this is the longest camp tt i ever go to b4. haha..i think it is super fun n worthwhile. made frens n had late night suppers.
i miss....
the sharing of blanket w al
squeezing into a room of 2 when we got 4 pple
the few hrs tt we got to sleep
the mj session during de fright night as well as in keith's room
how we scream on fright night to scare de freshies
how we got abused when the freshies got scared
the running ard of spore during de amazing race
the day when we acted as freshies at bl interchange
calvin n sam..the two oldies k box master
june, ben n keith who are always tgt w me n al
game station w al, iris n ben
mj kakis on fright nitex
my SP partner!! but till now, i still dunno him=(
the "black ghost" n two screamer=)
gals
siying n us
kenn!!!
keith!!!
calvin!!!
samuel!!!
my BIG boss! main programmer- ERNEST!
the PROGRAMMERS!
12:00 AM, Tuesday, July 10, 2007
something juz dun change...
went to meet linn todae!! at singpost which mic they all think is a werid place to meet. haha. but it is kinda of near my place so i guess i am quite fine w it. haha. the last time i met her was last year dec so haven met for like 6 mths. al was once told me it is difficult to start a topic w a fren who u din see for a long time afterall both of us may be drifted apart during this period of time. i start to wonder this qns b4 i went to meet her. but the tot of meeting her juz make me excited. initally, i did afriad that there wasn't a topic to touch on but soon i realised there r too many things to share in juz one dinner. we sat near the fountain n started taking pic. she sent me this song "how did i fall in love w you?" n said that it fully described her feelings. i shed tears as i listened to the song.
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
as we sat at the fountain, i suddenly feel this feelings of our hearts being "linked". i dunno how to explain it. it is like we din meet for a long time but still we r able to connect to each other. at least this is how i feel. i feel her pain n sorrow. i feel my own "pain n sorrow" back. she made me remb a lot of things tt happened in 2004 n 2005. one shldn't look back but...
* to my dearest linnette,
if ever u need a listening ear, i will always be there.
we may not meet up that often but something juz dun change, juz like our friendship.
do give me a call if u wanna to cry cos i din only wan to share ur laughter w u but ur sorrow too.
may u fulfill all ur goals n dreams in life.
from a friend who will always be here
i thank god for letting me to meet u.=)
10:20 PM, Sunday, July 08, 2007
9:38 PM,
i Hate to wait for TAXI!!!
recently, i start shopping at 8 pm. ya, it is RATHER LATE! but no choice cos my dear su min have to work until 8 pm. by the time, we reached orchard is like 8 plus and we will shop till the malls closed. anyway, after shopping yester, we felt hunrgy so we decided to have some deserts. we wanted to try out the cafe at cine on the 2nd level. we ordered ice-cream waffle n we waited for like 20mins before the waitress actually came n told us tt the waffle cannot be served cos the waffle machine SPOILED!!! wat a tootpid excuse that made us waited for 20mins. sm was super pissed n we decided to walk off. we came by this USA restuarant at cine n settled for brownies ice cream. SUPER NICE!!! by the time we finished eating was ard 1130pm, we went to look for a taix n apparently there wasn't even ONE cab! DAMN! the queue at the taxi stand was rather long n the frequency of the taxi even longer!!we waited for like 45mins b4 we managed to board a cab! super irritating!!!
super NICE browNIe!!! onli $5.90!! MUST TRY!!!
3:53 PM, Monday, July 02, 2007
Treasure
read the news of ishi's death from mediacrop website. ishi, a member of SOUL was found dead in a car. i am pretty shock when i heard the news. apparently, he had some signs of commiting sucide as his msn's nick is "goodbye to all of you". this is wat i read from the website. well, i also read his fren's blog n realised his fren had tried to call him sometime after he saw his nick but i guessed it is too late. devastated.
i cannot help but keep thinking of this tragedy. perhaps, if more concern is shown den he may not die?
sometimes, we take FRENs for granted esp when you noe tt fren for quite a long time. always think tt she/he will understand.
sometimes, frens drifted apart cos less time to catch up w each other. even when two meet up, they will be in a lost of topics cos both dunno how to start a topic.
sometimes, when both fren leads diff life n meet new frens, it is so hard to try to be involve in each other world unless both make a effort to do so.
sometimes, fren juz disappear from your life cos both of them r too busy w their own life.
in the years to come, when we all have our own family- to juggle between family n careers, do we even have the time to keep in contact w all the fren we noe?
*it's amazing when i recently get in touch w a 8 years gone missing pri fren.=)
went to the rooftop n there is a garden..full of orchirds..
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