3:40 PM, Monday, December 31, 2007
last day of 2007
woke up at 12pm! that's scary cos i usually wake up b4 12pm. hahas. no plans tonight or anything..juz wan to rest.
*did sth wrong but brave..watever it may comes.
10:03 PM, Saturday, December 29, 2007
feeling damn wrong...
HAHA! wat a great fool i am? letting things go again n again..
11:26 AM, Friday, December 28, 2007
dunno shld smile or cry...
yester 12am, the results are out. as the whole ntu student frantically log in to check their the results, the server was down. after like 15mins, i finally able to log in. my 1st reaction was STUNNED! the paper that i know how to do got C+ and this is mod very impt cos it kinda of the career path. now i really dunno wat to do. hais.
on the happier side, i got 3 A- which is damn unpredictable cos i din finish doing my papers and also given the fact that i have to complete w the dragon gals (competitive bunch). i feel rather stressed up mans. now think i have to rearrange my whole tabletime le.
yester, after knowing the results, al n i chatted on the phone until 3am so i slept at 3 plus but i woke up at 8am!!! cos i reallly cannot fall sleep cos i am in great pain. i went to ecp to cycle w insuryur pple yester. i think we had cycled for like 5 hrs from ecp to expo den back. i suspect that we had cycled for like 20km! my legs and hands are F****ing pain. but i think it all worthwhile cos "no pain, no gain". i felt great after completeing the whole journey. i think the freshies next year will be super cham. hahas.
11:20 PM, Tuesday, December 25, 2007
2nd time in church on xmas
went down to terah merah early in the morning to linnette's church-all saint church. get to see the people or shld i say the characters that she always mentions in her daily life stories. her church is quite diff from wat i had attended last year. i think her church is more vibrant cos of the youth. oh ya, linnette hosted a game session. i think she is remarkable mans!
the people there are friendly and i have said like 10 over times of merry christmas to different people. the pastor said that the reality is bleak and god give hope. he comes to cleanse our sins. this line makes me pondered. the drama that was written by linnette gave me more ideas of how jesus come by. it's really an experience.
* i finally get his reply. simple but contented.
me n linnette
kaiyi lin me
11:59 PM, Monday, December 24, 2007
emo christmas
went to tm w my family in the afternoon and then met up w jane in the evening. we met at city hall and headed to ms. on our way there, E popped out behind us. hahas. din see him for like ages. suddenly, seeing him reminds me of how i bio him last time in sch. haha. so tgt we walked along city link. his BIG dazzling eyes really attractive! hahas. after he had left, i wondered whether he still rem who i am. so jane, being super kind, smsed and asked him whether he knows me. hahas. *super shy. hahas. but we r rather crazy over this whole incident. hahas. madness.
as planned, we headed to ai qing hai after a dessert session at billy bombers. my xiao di helped us to reserve two places for us. i was rather shy when i see him. hahas. at the same time, i get to see his gf too. heee..get to see two rather random pple on christmas's eve. hahas the performance was nice. but i think it is a super good place to go when u r emo or shi lian le. i would sae up to 90% of the songs they played, i know how to sing. hahas. one of the songs they played is fen xiang. then, jane turned to me and asked for a hug. it makes me feel like crying. hahas.
while watching the performance, i cannot held but keep staring at the guy who plays guitar. OMG! i seriously think guys who play guitar are SUPER ATTRACTIVE as compared to guys who play piano or violin! guitar rocks! hahas. jus like pin guan lidat can sing n play guitar super shuai! hahas.
dear jane,
we spent christmas's eve tgt.
it's a emo christmas for u, i guess.
u noe what, i will always be a call away if ever u need me.=)
esp dedicated this song for u...
时间已做了选择
什黱人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥
有至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门让世界(变)开阔
*no reply. i think wm is right. shld listen to him.
12:20 AM, Thursday, December 20, 2007
Kidcamp 2007
for the past 3 days, i woke up early and went home late cos i am signed up as a voluntneer to play games w the kids from some cc i think. the 1st day was rather tiring. i am assigned to a pri 3 gal where the nightmare began. hahas. she loves cat and HANDPHONE! she kept walking ard the hall in search of cats. during the "make ur own mask" session, she told me she wan to draw a pic of a cat but she had no idea how to draw a cat. immediately after she finished her sentence, she chong and looked for a cat. the whole scene was rather comical- she chased after the cat and i chased after her. hahas. well, i pity the cat as she forced the cat to sit down by pressing it down forcefully so that it will not move away while she draws out the pic of the cat out. *shake head.
another thing to mention was dunno y she dun wan to play games instead she kept walking ard the hall so i had no choice but to follow after her. to add on to my misery, that day was raining and i had to run in the rain to prevent her from wandering too far away.-__- becos of her, i think i get the attention of all pple cos i kept running and walking ard. hahas. but heng, i got my fren to help me out to catch her. hahas
luckily on the 2nd and 3rd day, she din turned up. 2nd day was merely station games and today we went to SCIENCE CENTRE!!! i think is rather fun. the feelings is so diff now and the last time i went which is 10 years ago. hahas. after the trip, we went back to ntu and had a mini party w games. soon after that, we had to say goodbye to the kids. i nearly cry cos.....
macrus without saying anything came towards and gave me a hug. he asked for my no and he sae he will give me a call.
i told gavin that he will not seeing me tml and he said," nvm, i will see u next year."
jia wen gave me a kiss on my cheek.
the past 3 days are rather tiring but it's all worthwhile at the end of the day.
i had learnt a lot from the kids.=)
will always remb them.
my kid who came on the 1st day onli.
gavin, the handsome
at science centre w the two sis-jia wen and jia wei
jia wen's costume done by al, sj n me
the guys w jias and aurdey
macrus n gavin
12:12 AM, Saturday, December 15, 2007
home-make pineapple tarts!
went to yingqin's house to make pineapple tarts yester. he considered my senior as he is from xms too. hahas. however, i onli get to noe him thru hh in ntu. yups. well, his mama ordered this cooking pot that come with a free cooking demo from the sale person so hh asked al and i to his house to learn from the lady. hahas. hh and i tot of learning it so that we can sell during cny but....after hours of hard work, we realised it's a bit difficult to make good pineapple tarts!
recently, i fall in love with this song from rene liu titled wo deng ni.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlm1qQTK99I&feature=related-劉若英 我等你 MV
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影
慢慢倒流进心里底
我等你
半年为期逾期就狠狠把你忘记
不只是伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
要等你
要证明自己我可以纵容你在心里
也可以当你只是路过的人而已
我等你
半年为期逾期就狠狠把你忘记
你应该已经和她公开在一起
要等你
要证明自己我可以纵容你在心里
也可以当你只是路过的人而已
爱到痛之际
才需要一段等你的限期
来遗忘自己
my fav is the last para highlighted in red. 遗忘一个你所爱的人是很困难,所以"才需要一段等你的限期,来遗忘自己".
1:31 AM, Saturday, December 08, 2007
childcare centre's concert
went to watch a childcare centre's concert with my sis as we are both keen to see how the kids performing after hearing how my mum describes them. we kinda of requested my mum to ask whether we are allow to watch as she is working there. fortunately, it is open to public n free admission.
on that day, we were running a bit late so we actually took a cab down though it is not veri far from my house. actually, my mum wanted us to come 2hrs earlier to help her out with the makeup for the kids. hahas. but too bad,my sis ended her cca late and i am busy registering my mod. we managed to reach there abt 20mins earlier. a little gal instructed by my mum went to pick us up.hahas.also, we got this special permission to enter a room where my mum n teachers were busy helping the kids to put on makeup. i must say that the kids are really NOISY! hahas. running here and there. there is this little boy who kept crying as he dun wan to put on makeup! hahas.then, my mum scolded him and he kept quiet.cool! i am pretty impressed by how my mum handled with these kids. really veri experience! hahas.
their concert was divided into two sections-dramas and singing. the first story was rather LAME. haha. the title is" the big blue fish and the small red fish". apparently, the big blue fish is going to eat up the small red fish but the small fish beg for mercy. then, the story ended by the big fish saying, "i wun eat u up. let's have PICNIC!" hahas. the 2nd story was rather logical in the sense that it is adapted from the story "the gingerbread man". quite interesting. the concert eneded by their singing of yee p ya ya yee p yee ya and dan wo men tong zai yi qi. hahas.
2:17 PM, Sunday, December 02, 2007
SHOW ON STAGE 2007
show is in town!!! yester, it was his 1st concert in spore. i think it means a lot to him to be able to have his concert in spore. the concert overall was quite ok. there weren't much surprise cos it kinda of similiar to the one in taiwan. the most interesting part is the game where he supposed to choose his "gf"from the crowd through balloting. fortunately or unfortunately, his "gf" is a GUY and it was his 1st time that he got a GUY. hahas. pretty fun. two guys holding hands and sitting close to each other in a big pink love shaped balloon chair! super GAY! hahas. 
*i going to for another concert today! hahas..
10:23 AM, Saturday, December 01, 2007
some losses during this sem...
finally, this sem had ended. i can finally slightly relax myself and to reflect on the incidents happened for the past 1 sem. well, i shld sae this sem was the hardest sem i have to cope mentally so far.
with the leaving of my grandma and changing of course, i struggled to cope with these two drastic changes. but i am lucky enough to have my frens ard who showed concern and care during this tough period i have to go thru. i kinda of lost for awhile and was quite pessmistic but nevertheless, i knew that this is part and parcel of life and one has to go thru to become a more matured person.
during this period, i think i have neglected quite a few of my frens. i think i shld sae a sorry to rena,cheng, joy, florence and candy for not able to meet up with u guys. i think i jus too stressed out with changes ard me.
too many events have happened this sem really drained me out mentally. letting go the impossible and embracing a new chapter of my life is nv easy for me. but slowly, i will find my way out to a place i always want to be.=)
went to yingqin's house to make pineapple tarts yester. he considered my senior as he is from xms too. hahas. however, i onli get to noe him thru hh in ntu. yups. well, his mama ordered this cooking pot that come with a free cooking demo from the sale person so hh asked al and i to his house to learn from the lady. hahas. hh and i tot of learning it so that we can sell during cny but....after hours of hard work, we realised it's a bit difficult to make good pineapple tarts!