10:22 PM, Wednesday, April 30, 2008
一直跑下去
recently, there are a few incidents that really changed my perspective of life. perhaps, it is an ans to what i have been seeking for? i think i getting stronger as i learnt from each incidents and it is a process towards coping w LIFE. I thought I will cry if i ever mention abt it but this afternoon, i realised i really can 坦然面对. it's another stage of life.
i went for a jog in the evening. i thought of alot of things during jogging. mostly the upset stuffs. i wan to cry it out cos it will feel better. so i tried to cry but i failed to do so. den i wondered y i din cry. i tot very hard den i discovered that it's hard to cry while jogging cos u r already physcially quite drained. no more energy to do so? den i realised it is the same thing in life.
只要一直跑下去, 眼泪就不会掉下.
in life, we have to move on n embrace each single morning w a smile. Thanks god for keeping us alive so that we are able to take a closer look at the world.
i am counting my blessings each day. =)
10:02 PM, Monday, April 28, 2008
Mayday 2008 回到地球表面 concert!
yeah, they are back to spore once again. they always never fail me each year w their performance. everytime i regretted not buying the most expensive tic. arghzzz.
well, the concert shld have lasted for 3hrs ba. cos i am too high to keep track of the time. i juz now i reached home at 1plus. hahas. i cannot stop SCREAMING, JUMPING and SHAKING w them! i simply cannot wait for 2009 to come. i am all ready for their next concert le! =)
4:39 PM, Thursday, April 24, 2008
UpdatesSs...
24th April: Free Man
i am done w my exams! yups. but...i wondered what going to be like tml......
~要勇敢~
19th April: His departure
My father recieved a call from my relative that my uncle had passed away at ard 8plus.
it's the second departure of a close relative within year that my grandma passed away.
he was my father's "best fren" as they shared the same hobby- endless buying of electronics gadgets. sometimes, they may seem like rival when they both tried as hard as possible to get the latest electronics devices to show off to each other. nevertheless, they do share their info of getting the cheapest lobang. as result of "show off", both of sides would end up having the same brand and model of phones, televisions, etc in both houses. his house and my house in terms of electronics gadgets are EXACTLY the same. well, i feel rather upset for my dad who lost his "best fren" as well as his mum.
~该怎么形容我此刻的感受~
some reflections: i thought a lot abt it and learnt something from it. i learn more abt how impt time(life span) is. i realised there are so many things that i haven do up to this age. i should have done it earlier on.
11th April: actual 21st birthday
i thought it gonna to be another usual day for me as i already held my birthday party earlier on. But... i recieved the best gift on that day. quoted from him, " a gift from god". my uncle called in the afternoon and asking for the birthday gal. i am kinda of stunned cos i didn't expected it. plus, who would call and said, "May I speak to the Birthday Girl?" hmm, it took me some time b4 i realised he was looking for me. hahas. he prayed for me and said something. i was pretty touched and cried after the call. hahas. i thought that's it and i gonna to start on w my revision for my exams. den my grandma called and asked me not to go out cos my uncle coming down to my house to pass me a gift! hahas. initally, he wanted to give me a surprise so he called my grandma to check whether i am at home but..my grandma gave him away! hahas! well, he gave me a book entitled, "The Case For Faith". once again, i feel blessed.
~原来感动于简单开始~
22th Mar: 21st birthday
As my exams start 3days after my actual birthday, i foresee that no one will come for it. Thus, i held my 21st birthday 2-3weeks earlier.=)
family
primary sch fren
baby sandy
sec fren
1st 3mth fren
jc fren
jc- guitar fren
NTU fren
in life, i meet w a lot of fren. i am grateful for each and single one who enters my life. Most importantly, i am really grateful to be blessed w a loving and caring family.
~感谢上天给予我的每个笑容~
