12:01 PM, Saturday, June 27, 2009
my love for volleyball and running.
i never so passionate about sports before. given my music background thruout my sec and jc times, most pple think i am not a sporty person. i was in choir in sec and a member of guitar ensemble in jc. hahas. i seldom play sports too. furthermore, i hate my 2.4km running as i barely pass it with much struggle and tortue each time.
i met al the other time and she was telling me, i am nt a sporty person so pls dun fall for it while looked at my injured leg. hahas. well, but i must say, i cannot fall for it as i am already in it. the injury is unbearable but the satisfaction is more than that. i cannot wait to go a run when my leg recover as well as meeting my vb gals. we are going to sentosa to play too. now that, we have another gal join us. we have a team of 6 pple! yeah.
9:50 PM, Wednesday, June 24, 2009
a series of events.
i fell down during vb training. my bro's 1st reaction was SO DUMB! oh well, i admit i am dumb k. watever. really suffering esp when i need to go to skin center for my warts treatment. I am dragged my swollen feet from the mrt to the center (quite a long dist). somehow i think my feet is getting worse becos of the long dist.
i entered the center w/o expecting that i cannot even stand on my feets properly when i left the place. the warts treatment this time round was unbearable as they used the spray instead of the bud cotton. this is becos i had missed a lot treatments and the area is getting wider. then, the doc even did a blood test for me. the nurse 1st insert the needle into my right arm but as my blood flow damn slow, the needle was in my arm for like 5mins before she can fill a tube. i let out a sign of relief when the needle was removed. the next second, she turned and told me that the one tube of blood was not enough! she actuallly need two tubes! wa lao. -_- and, there go my left hand. as my blood pressure was slightly low, i was asked to rest on the bed for awhile before i can go. when i am making payment, i don't even have the strength to press the password for the atm transaction. the staff who serviced me was smiling at my weird way of pressing the password. watever.
*everything does come to an end. only memory lasts.
1:22 AM, Saturday, June 06, 2009
IRC..the memory?
i cannot help but to blog on this topic. i was toking to xr online and dunno why we divert from the originial topic to the common IRC frens we had b4. actually, they are not my fren..more of xr got to noe them 1st den intro to me. i used to be quite good with one of them though. they are all from catty sch. apparently, they are 3 good fren in the class. well, i met all b4 if i din remb wrongly and still remb we even stupidly went to shop for L's birthday present tgt M and J. hahas. so funnie. totally strangers yet still wan to shop for another stranger's present?perhaps,that were the "IRC times". hahas. or shld i sae too free, nth better to do? hahas. come to think abt it, i think is quite stupid. hahas. anyway, when xr mentioned L, M and J to me, i wasn't quite interested to hear abt it. but, out of curiousity, i decided to go take a look at their fb..cos after all, i din see them for like maybe 8yrs or so? I confirm wun reg them on the street.wonder how they doing now. i am stunned when i saw J on fb initally. he used to be quite..nono..is very nerdy. but now...no longer nerdy! hahas..as for L, omg, i din noe he is so gd looking one. how can it be? xr even sae he went for peagent! wa...! as for M, he used to be the most gd looking among all..but now...hmm.. oh well. seeing their pic on fb, i vaguely remb the IRC times. hahas...that time, i am really very into IRC. hahas. meeting pple here n there and widening my social cricle. sounds like i am very free ritE? hahas..suddenly, i tot of pple like jon n lance. my considered once best irc fren. one in aus n another one in smu. hope that they r doing fine. =)
To xr,
it's nice to recall back n realised we were that STUPID back then. hahas. u, the one, who intro me catty sch pple and did tootpid things w u. hahas. it's really stupid but come to think abt it, this was the memory we shared. the stupid memory. but, amazing. hahas.*smiling. =)
9:11 PM, Thursday, June 04, 2009
awkward?
she asked me whether i will feel awkward.
unexpected qns from her.
i classified it as randoms.
i told her, maybe. but, minimal effect.
her reply was "since u r ok, i will be going"
it's so sweet of her.=)
*gonna to be brave this time.
9:35 PM, Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Frustrated
i am super super frustrated. with pple ard me..or i shld sae more of myself? i am so angry with myself.
i am really tired with my fyp and yet, i haven iron my clothes for work tml. i am so angry with myself for being so tired.
i am angry with myself for being stubborn. bringing myself unnecessary sorrow out of this tiny bits of enjoyment.
i am angry with myself that my laptop may be going to crash yet i din dl my recovery software and din have an external harddisk to backup my VERY IMPT WORK.
i am angry with myself that i want to have it so badly yet i choose to accept.
i am angry with myself for not being to work fast enough in order to have extra time to do other stuffs.
i simply frustrated with myself.
tears of anger.
