11:12 PM, Monday, September 28, 2009
掉了--张惠妹
心疼的玫瑰 半夜还开著
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝 冬天里飘著
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天 又何必去飞
怎么适合
黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽
不枯萎的藉口全掉了
曾经唱过的歌 分享过的笑声
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认 偷偷擦去泪痕
冬天过了还是会很冷
like this song alot. i love the lyrics. it is beautiful and bring out all these surpressed feelings of losing one most beloved person. missing.
10:58 AM, Friday, September 25, 2009
my 1st driving lesson!!!
yester, i am still thinking of cancelling my driving lesson today cos i kinda of kan chiong. dunno what to expect also. den my intern fren super excited. sms me to tell me she will be there earlier to see me drive! wa biang! make me even more kc. anyway, heng, my instructor is quite nice. he is just only 2 years old than me! omg. so young mans. anyway, i think he is chi speaking one. cos when he speaks eng, he seems a bit uncomfortable. but, i still speak in eng cos i studied the theory test is all in eng. so when he said,"jia you" is actually referring to stepping on the accelerator, i cannot understand. hahas. while i am driving, he kept talking to me. asking me a lot of things in ntu. make me very distracted. hahas And, when he wanted to drive back to park his car, he MOUNT KERB!!! den he a bit ps. hahas. he told me this is the 1st time he mount kerb. hahas. so funnie. now, i know how to move off the car le though my legs are a bit tiring from stepping the clutch! arghhz. =) shall go n book my next lesson now!
1:02 AM, Thursday, September 24, 2009
消失
累了...话少了. 需要休息. 我好想好想飞! 好想就这样消失.
11:36 PM, Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The "ideal" society
In 1950s, Mao tried to build an "ideal" society- communist, with lifetime empolyment, controlled production, equal income and controlled allocation. In order to fulfill the requirements of the society, resources allocation must be equal. Thus, they came up with some computation method to distribute their resources. As it involved matrix calculation, it would be much easier to calculate using the 3 by 3 matrix and less than 3 matrix. Therefore, the people were only restricted to wear 3 types of colours shirt - red, black and white. However, it was not long that problems arose. Why? This is because human beings are born with feelings and different thinking. They are not like robots- make up of metal. Due to the lifetime empolyment scheme, workers tend to shirk as there are no incentives for them to work. It leaves me wondering how human is structure. They are structured in a away that they need to be incentify. Greed makes having equal income impossible. Human beings are just too involve in self interest. However, thank god! There is one thing in human that covers all flaws- LOVE. Yes, it is love that makes the world a better place. The love, I am referring to not merely restricted to BGR but the love that connects all sort of people together to care for one and another. Isn't it AMAZING?
12:16 AM, Monday, September 14, 2009
12:00 AM, Friday, September 04, 2009
jia you, all my fren!
seriously, i dunno how to deal with some problems anymore. i dunno shld i view it as a form of aviodance or let go. juz hope u r happy with what u want. jia you, my fren. cos i will remain from a far spot and look after u. perhaps, this is wat i owe u.
as for my fren who meet with troubles, no worries. at the end of the day, you may not find the solution to it but juz be brave and move on with life. he told me, "if you going to feel upset over a thing for a long time, u r wasting ur time. happy or sad, it's all up to u." agree to a certian exent as some feelings are juz uncontrollable. BUT, to my fren, JIA YOU ba! ming tian hui geng hao! =)
