have been damn busy. learning statas. learning to control my temper. learning to accept. stressed until vomit. (literally) not feeling very well. veri tired. i think i cannot even take gd care of myself so i learn not to be too worry abt things. must learn to dui zi ji hao. =) one after another things coming on their way. TIME FILES! really. i pretty cherish the times i spent in sch nowdays. I only have 3 mod this sem yet i have been going to sch EVERYDAY! even on sat..that's how scary! i start to love my econ clique, 38-ing with them n time seems to pass really faster!

recently, i trying very hard to catch some time to do my reading! i am in love with 9 knives (na nian, wo men yi qi zhui de nu hai)! as i read, i seems to get my ans to a lot of questions tt i cannot comprehend last time. now, from his prespective (a guy's perspective), i seems to get it. when i tot of the some incidents in the past, i feel rather comfort now. at least, i got my ans. i din have to wait till after many years den i have my ans. =)

i finally get my answer. all along i am guessing. it does hurt but i noe i shld juz be mum abt it. i learnt how to handle such stuffs- not to ask n ask but rather let it go. let a easy approach to make life or myself feel better. i simply din wan to hurt any of my loved ones anymore. knowing how one can be so disappointing in another really hurt. i din want to find out more perhaps, ignorance is a bliss. to confront the past, it juz seems meaningless. we move on tgt. dun lag behind me anymore. =)

two days ago, i met up with denny, zh n kenn! super long din see them le! we had lunch tgt. den we touched on this topic abt phones! they were pretty surprised tt my phone always low batt and i switch off my phone every night! hahas. i tot that was normal until i met my sec clique today n i realised i am the only one who do so. anyway, denny was kinda of warning me of the consquences of not being contactable. hmm..but my reply was i din wan to be a slave to technology. they all were pretty sudden. hahas. come to think abt it, perhaps, i need to make some changes to my lifestyle le. need to be contactable. anyway, i think it was rather funnie when kenn commented tt we will meet again when grad! time files! omg...remb 4 years ago, i juz got to know them!

today, i met kennerv! super long din see him le!! yes yes! for abt half a year! i was supposed to get back my acc notes to pass to my other fren cos he borrowed from me two sem ago! hahas. den i was rather shocked tt he bought a cap n umbrella from bangkok for me! so damn NICE! i din expected it! anyway, he kept the gift for like half a year le! hahas! THANKS!
i had a great afternoon k boxing w my dearest elin, daniel, yee sin and shu min!
had an enjoyable dinner with rena, cheng, joy, candy n flor!

i am elated today! =)

had vb session last sat. met a couple of new players. they are all younger than me that makes me the oldest player over there. anyway, i realised i start to be not tt friendly le. hahas. the kids (younger players) over there reminded me of my childish n navie sec times. hahas. that's how old i feel. but.... i really enjoyed playing vb! it's like my childhood dream to be able to spike ball! n i finally starting to learn tt last sat. how amazing it is!

i start to get angry over pple getting late. my tolerance level is only 30mins of waiting. come to think abt it, i am always late last time. so maybe, now is karma tt most of my fren r late. tt y i always believe in karma. BUT still... my tolerance level is getting lower.

i realised i start to understand simple logic now. things can be so simple yet only now, i realised it. But again, i realised most of my fren don't. perhaps, they haven get to experience certain things in life. But...i am still in the process of learning n searching the true me.

sweetest mv!

but, it seems a bit smiliar to jay chou-qing tian mv!