11:46 PM, Friday, August 27, 2010
Game Theory
Game theory has been one of my fav modules in uni. I took 3 mod related to it. Basically, it teaches you how to win in playing games like tic tac toe, scissor paper stone, etc. In some games, 1st player advantage exists. Thus, it trains one to think and analyse each game and take into consideration of how your oppenent will stragize his/her moves.
Somehow, i feel sometimes in life (general) is juz like a game. But, i haven yet to master the skill of reading into pple's mind so it gets tired. i dunno which step to take is more appropriate in each battle. well, i jus wan to embrace everyday with laughter n joy (hopefully).
10:45 AM, Thursday, August 26, 2010
Superwoman
Jan 2009. my heart broke into pieces and i cried for a week. I told myself i going to be ok cos i am a superwoman. no matter how painful it is, i can recover very fast. I put on a brave front and got tired. none of my schmates knew abt it at that point of time. the fake smile i put on to school and the smile i had to put up for each shoot. it's painful yet i told myself it's nothing. 2010, i can tell everyone that i really put the incident behind but i guess it left a scar. a scar tt makes u afraid of trying. a scar tt makes u withdraw. cos my heart gets weaker after each failure.
i am no longer the SUPERWOMAN i used to be.
10:51 PM, Tuesday, August 24, 2010
王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》
你從來不知道 有誰在愛著你。
你從來不知道 你真正心底愛著誰。
你從來不知道 其實你所仰慕的大明星就在你身邊。
你從來不知道.......天底下 很多事 是你不知道的事...
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 爱听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事 你不知道的事
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 爱听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还选择你看不见那高空里
多的事 你不知道的事
oh wow oh~
我飞行 但你坠落之际
ho~oh~~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事 你不知道的事
oh~... ...
10:38 PM,
simplicity
no more anticipation.
but, withdrawing symptoms appear.
11:10 AM,
life nv stops.
21/8: Bonito Birthday Bash- was amazed how bonito can be so successful. won the lucky draw dip 2nd prize! went home with a 700bucks OLreal hamper. =)Class 95 movie- finally get to see THAI MUN after a year.like the way how elin stares at pple.like the way how ming hui laughs.like the way how daniel can constantly looking into the mirror.like the way how yee sin can be so muddled-head.like the way how thai mun describes her japan exchange.I LOVE THEM.=)22/8:Spring cleaning-screaming, shouting n scoldings.But, at the end of day, the storeroom always look the same. hahas. 23/8:went to watch love in disguise. pretty nice movie.get to chat on the phone w her till 2am. nice chat. chatting with her always make me think. 24/8: going to have mj at my house! 25/8: trekking and supper!26/8: fireworks!27/8: kiv28/8: dental appointment. shopping spree?(if she can make it) and a stayover?ps: when u fall, u have to stand up by yourself. when the world of ur own collaspes, u just have to rebulid another. life nv stops.
2:31 PM, Thursday, August 19, 2010
Working journey awaits.
I finally signed the empolyment letter. Yes, FINALLY. after a long wait due to rejection of two companies. Hope i won't regret on my choice. recently, i am rotting at home and have been frequent youtube. I happened to come across this song when watching this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sh4eOwH4FSQ&feature=related
Now, I fall in love w this song.
莫文蔚 - 他不爱我
詞：楊立德 作曲：陳小霞 編曲：王豫民
他不愛我 牽手的時候太冷清 擁抱的時候不夠靠近
他不愛我 說話的時候不認真 沈默的時候又太用心
我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心
我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心
11:49 AM, Wednesday, August 18, 2010
self doubts
finally, the email came. The e-mail that woke me up -my dream is unreachable. 40k for a diploma or if i am good at it, it is possible to skip a year which saves me 10k. Nevertheless, the 40k or 30k, it is still a huge amount and more expensive than my degree cert that costs me only 23k! was really upset abt it but i know this shld not be something tt deters me. Instead, I should look out for other alternatives. It may be a tougher road and I know I cannot see the destination of this journey. I wonder my passion is enough to make me embark on this journey.
11:15 PM, Sunday, August 15, 2010
Stop the anticipation.
i stop anticipate things. things happen for a reason. less anticipation makes me feel better. at least the disappointment level won't be that great. Less anticipation, Less disappointment, Less unhappiness. Just embrace the things that come in your way as time passes.
11:28 PM, Friday, August 13, 2010
this time round i entered by the front door instead of the back door. i nv knew how it looks like from the front. but now, i do. time slips. i was there 1 yr ago. same place, same settings but diff company. memories juz came flowing into my mind. the familiarity and the distant that makes up the contradiction.
1:21 PM, Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Am I dreaming?
I woke up and tot what happening yester was a dream! I still cannot believe it happened. I don't know whether it happened for the good or bad. but still, i am elated. hahas!
12:54 AM, Sunday, August 08, 2010
恰似你的温柔 邓丽君
作词：粱宏志
作曲：粱宏志
演唱：邓丽君
某年 某 月 的 某 一 天
就 像 一 张 破 碎的 脸
难以 开 口道再 见
就 让 一切 走 远
这 不 是 件 容 易 的事
我 们 却 都 没 有 哭 泣
让 它 淡 淡 的来
让它 好 好 的去
到 如今年 复一年 我 不 能 停 止怀 念
怀 念 你 怀 念 从 前 但 愿那 海 风 再 起
只 为 那 浪 花的 手 恰 似你的 温 柔
