11:21 PM, Thursday, October 28, 2010
it's juz get me stronger.
2 mths in the job and i cried cos of work. the strange thingy is i cried not becos i have made a miskate or i got scolded by my boss but rather i feel very disheartened by how the management does thing, how a tiny decision make by the management will cause such a huge impact, how rigid the system is, how pple is not reg for their effort but rather yrs in service, how insenstitive can one be? DISHEARTENED! i was controlling my tears till 8pm when i stepped out of the office, my tears juz came rolling down my cheeks....today, i went out with 3 colleagues. one 23yrs old, two around 40-50 plus age. hahahas! i am surprised that i can go out with them! really, it is pretty amazing given that we went to orchard to watch movie. i must say it is a pretty werid combination but nevertheless, i love them. esp wai soong, she is so so so innocent and cute. i never see such a person before. seriously, i feel that we do made mistakes and got scolded by agencies here n there but the people there are really trusting. nice pple dun come tt easy. this is the first job where i dun see much politics.
5:01 PM, Sunday, October 24, 2010
無眠
作詞:吳青峯 作曲:史俊威
今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭髮都失眠
天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切 都種在這個地點
卻像魚 守在裡面
今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭髮都失眠
天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切 都種在這個地點
卻是魚 守在裡面
不管要多少時間 多少眼淚 多少落空來等待
不管你是不是會回來
其實我也不明白 為什麼如此傻傻地期盼
你是我僅有的愛
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切 都種在這個地點
像條魚 守在裡面
守著幻影 葬在裡面 曾几何时?