Next 4 months.

the upcoming 4 months will be very crucial to me. having decided to register for level 2, i can only reduce my entertianment level to the min. (self comfort: it is a good to save up.) i started to search online for more cfa 2 info and realised people studying for cfa 2 are really CRAZY. some going to finish studying all the books already and some do up a excel template to track their progress. really scary.

i am very very lag behind now. =(

CFA Level 1 - My honour and hard work.

Finally..finally, i passed my cfa 1 with 1st attempt. WhEEEE!!
Overjoyed.
with only 38% of the corhort passed, my moral dipped to the bottom pit.
when i opened the email, i cannot figure all the words.
only the first word caught my attention was "Congratulations!"
i thought how come CFA so funny one even when i failed, they also congrats me.
i am frantically looking for the words PASSED.
after i calmed down and decided to read carefully the whole email, i finally found it.
hahhaas!

the question now is to continue or not..

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五月天 - 约翰蓝侬

那年冬天子弹它给了你自由
没了躯壳就活在人们心中
看着今天你会笑还是会摇头

整个世界曾经都跟着你作梦
如今和平依然在歌曲里头
猜忌战火还跟着我一起生活

能不能暂时把你的勇气给我
在梦想快消失的时候
让我的歌用力的穿过天空
为我爱的人做一秒英雄
wohoo

一颗红豆为何想单挑这宇宙
都要怪你在我心中播了种
一把吉他就想对抗万千炮火

玩着游戏出糗喧闹的摄影棚
怪兽石头默默的吐在厕所 ok
再来要世界为我们感动

能不能暂时把你的勇气给我
在梦想快消失的时候
让我的歌用力的穿过天空
为我爱的人做一秒英雄

能不能暂时把你的梦想给我
在勇气快消失的时候
总有一天要人们叫我披头
最后没成功也作过最美的梦

能不能暂时把你的勇气给我
在梦想快消失的时候
让我的歌用力的穿过天空
为我爱的人做一秒英雄
能不能暂时把你的梦想给我
在勇气快消失的时候
总有一天要人们叫我披头
最后没成功也作过最美的梦
没有遗憾最美的梦

Days passed, flew and gone.

I finally get to meet up with sumin. after she got attached, we seldom meet up. we even dropped our fav activity of shopping ard till the shop. long hours of shopping is not our activity anymore instead jus a simple dinner and dessert to update each other's life is suffice.

then, i realised how fast things are progressing for her. she has gotten her flat and planning for her marriage soon i guess. i feel happy for her when i see the love in her eyes. the expression of nothing but bliss. the fats on her face tells me how happy she is now. after much heartaches, she gotten what she wants or perhaps, what she can accept.

Of cos, in a rs, you need to give and take. i saw change in her. she stopped her lavish spending as she needs to pay for housing, revonation, kids in the future, etc. she told me she will nv get a car cos is way too expensive. I was a bit shock when i heard tt. i remb how much she used to wish to get a bf w car as it is a BIG BONUS point. Also, how she described her saving plan with much joy. she used to spend almost all her income w/o much savings but now, she is a changed person. of cos, it is for the good.

爱让人有了幸福的笑容.

"When You Say Nothing At All"
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark

Try as I mayI could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch meWhenever I fall
You say it best
When you sayNothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between yourHeart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]


(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you sayNothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you sayNothing at all)

Avoidance.

Wasting time is the last thing on my list.
But recently, i am performing it.
The drive and motivation lost.
For the good or bad, i cannot comprehend.

Listen.

your heart,
your soul,
tells you.