我哭了。
11:28 PM, Friday, June 29, 2012
Strong and Independent?
11:57 PM, Sunday, June 10, 2012
Have been wondering how people judge me. Am I strong or even independent? hahas..
I realised there is a need for me to learn to be independent. Esp when dealing with work issues. Act with intregity and be decisive. I never see myself as a good leader. There is a long way to go and grow.
Sometimes, I feel really petrified that I refused to get out of my comfortable zone. The fear in me that I hid. That's why I love to talk, hoping to "talk away" my fears and to know i am safe. I couldn't comprehend the fear in me and the worry I have. But at least, I know my mind doesn't stop it.
That's life. I need to learn to be independent and be a problem solver. Accept the mistakes/failure and move on but this is easy say than done.
I'm tired.
夢中 城堡裡面跳舞
醒了 世界依然殘酷
Ps: not to worry cos i will be back.
650th Entry
12:43 AM, Monday, June 04, 2012
I jus realised it is going be my 650th entry! years after years , i am "stuck" with my blog. more than often, you may see entries full of sorrow. hahas! how pessmistic! jus finished my cfa 2, i think it is a disaster. time to settle things one by one.
time waits no one. steadfast and be decisive. You can do it, CARMEN LEE!
